take me somewhere trouble dont go

All the things you say, all the things you believe are all just pretty little lies that mean nothing, until you start living them. Then they become who you are. Live your truth. Mean everything you say, say it with conviction and live it with passion. Thats when you really become alive. 

I have been thinking lately about just how often we are conditioned in life, we are conditioned to feel all these things and we spend so much time in feelings that aren’t even our own. Have you ever been in a mood and realized you have absolutely no real reason to feel so damn miserable or happy or discontent. I don’t want to be conditioned and influenced in life I want original authentic feelings. Sometimes we run away so fast from the things people try to make of us we don’t realize we are just becoming bits and pieces of other people. Sometimes I talk to people and I realize ive heard all these things before from other people. Are we all just becoming the things we see? Why? Not everything in life has to fit a label or a box, just because its “lame” to someone doesn’t mean you need to change, why do others peoples words mean so much to us? Half the time they don’t put half the thought into the words they say, but we put a world or thought to they’re opinions and judgments. When people’s changes coincide with the newest friends they have, I feel like there’s something wrong. Sometimes we are so busy thinking we are so different and such a rebel we don’t realize we are just a follower not a leader. Make your own thoughts, be different, but do it authentically different can be just another the same  if you live life following what you see instead of making your own life and thoughts and opinions. What do you believe because you know it’s the truth? And what do you believe because someone else thinks it cool? I don’t like influence and the thing is that its everywhere we don’t even realize its happening. If you don’t be carful you can loose every real part of you that’s really what makes you you. 

Can I please just say how much I love John Mayer. He has taken the favorite artist title in my life right now. Big things happening here. Amazing.